19 January 2008
作词: 吴青峰
作曲: 王菀之
弹奏的黑白琴键
你猜不透你学不会
我的旋律你听见
弦外之音你误解
并肩的肢体语言
不够整齐不够绝对
沉默想讨你安慰
你却当作是责备
我爱上的是谁
真正的你还是我支配
大部分的时间
选错了座位
湿透的落雨大街
脚步仓促水花纷飞
我的忧郁你发现
心底秘密却搁浅
独自的空荡房间
没有光线没有音乐
多希望你在面前
却满室寂寞云烟
我爱上的是谁
真正的你还是我支配
大部分的时间
选错了座位
事与愿违
我流下雪白的眼泪
来自忽略你的纯粹
只忙著核对预设情节
和现实的你脱轨
释放世界
或许爱是学会看见
自己和你无可取代的美
不是给自己太多界线
我爱上的是谁
真正的你还是我支配
如果远走高飞
会不会思念
不是给自己太多
不是给自己太多界线
弹奏的黑白琴键你猜不透你学不会
i like this song! both the melody and lyrics. its written by the 苏打绿 lead singer, who also wrote 4 other songs in her album. N wang wan zhi is a 创作歌手, composed all the songs in her album!
sch so far..hmmm..
the econs module is chim..
had quiz on the 1st korean lesson..and i only got 39 (duno how much is the total, but most likely fail). luckily its not graded. the teacher said this time she will try to reduce on the quizzes and have more listening instead. 0.0 listening seems worse den quiz, cos they always talk so fast! had a hard time catching up during 2nd lesson too, cos there were alot of new vocabs which werent introduced formally during level 1, n my oral still cmi..hahahha. N it doesnt help tt i cant see the whiteboard clearly..time to change specs!! SOON!! ahhhhhhhh, is there a possibility tt my deg has become lower rather den higher (yeah..a v low possibility.. /sobz)
shakuhachi. haven get to touch the instrument yet, but i also tink its not gg to be easy to get a sound out..lol
biology in biz. quite slack..lol. missed the 1st intro lect, but it only lasted for half an hr anyway. 2nd lect lasted only 45 mins. so i waited 3 hrs for a 45 mins lect../fant. haaha. gave an intro on some biology stuffs.
went running on wed..did some push ups and sit ups too. right..tummy and arm muscles ache until todae..lollllll. lousy laaa! but sometimes really quite shiok to feel the pain. hopefully lecture can end early every wed so tt it can be my "running day"..hahaha
oh..bought the tix to angela concert too liao../oops. now i m next to penniless! yay!!
13 January 2008
the sake!! ok, it looks much nicer in when u see it with ur eyes den on pic
08 January 2008
anyway, a few mths ago i did the MBTI personality test and the result was ISFJ. was bored ytd and did it again..lol. and got the same results. tried the chinese version too, which was translated from the eng one..some of the qns sound weird..haaa. the chinese one gave a ISFP though, but i tink i am lingering between J and P. Info on ISFJ personality can be found: http://www.personalitypage.com/ISFJ.html
searched on the net for the word introvert, and found some interesting facts. For one, being introverted is different from being shy, the latter being nervous and anxious ard ppl (i will only feel so if i m faced w many many ppl), while the former need time alone to recharge energy, esp after spending long hours with ppl or socialising (quite true for me). I tink it depends on with whom the time was spent with too. Introverts are minority in the US population (mayb not for Asian countries). They are also often oppressed (more for the Western society) and misunderstood.
Being introvert is also neither a choice, nor a lifestyle, its an orientation, that is just different from the norm. There's no right or wrong, and shouldnt be ostracized or look upon as abnormal.
For more info on introvert:
http://psychology.suite101.com/article.cfm/the_introvert
http://www.theatlantic.com/doc/200303/rauch
For the differences betw extrovert and introvert:
http://talentdevelop.com/articles/GiftIntrov.html
Top 10 Ways to Protect Yourself from Wrong Accusations as a Result of Being an Introvert:
http://www.lifehack.org/articles/lifestyle/how-to-be-a-happy-introvert.html
oh, and one of the quote which i like - introverts are a minority in the regular population but a majority in the gifted population (y i m not gifted? 0.0?).
sch has started but as all can see, i m still quite slack..hahhaa. my first lesson starts on thurs..lalala~
06 January 2008
this wk had been more hectic den the wk before (hectic here means playing more)..hahhaa
watched AVP2 on wed nite w ys, and 2 other frens whom i got to noe thru the invigilator job at expo in early dec. wasnt really my kind of show, but the seats at cathay cineplex was really comfy! can fall asleep!! hahahaha. (so if u r sleepy and catching a movie, dun go there). Anyway, one of them was a magician and i was v much fascinated by the tricks he do!! HAHAH!! so cooool and amazing la!! but learn oso need $$$ k..wait till my enthusiasm for it grow out of control first before i pay to learn..hahahahha. its gd to have another 一技之长, so that at least i can still earn some money for rice, if i go jobless..XD
thurs went shopping w mag, tam n nana! din manage to shop finish far east though..had dim sum dinner at marina square, before heading to DXO to attend a bash organised by NYC for some youth volunteer thingy. kinda loud and messy (not in the rowdy sense) for me, but it got better when we went upstairs..haaaaa.
fri went shopping w tam n nana again!! this time we conquered bugis!!! wanted to continue where we left off at far east the day before, but not enuff time, and i was quite dead beat by dinner time..hahahah.
sat woke up early in the morn (8+) to go funan w my bro to collect the free desktop (upon upgrading of the starhub maxonline plan). waited for abt 2 hrs...Zzz.
sch's starting tml!!! goshhhhhh. did i even had a 6-wk hols? it flew by way too fasttttt!!
oh rite..n i haven meet up w kw! (big hint for KW to see) HAHA
hope when sch starts, my slping disorder will disappear too!! ahhhhhhhhhh
又是一个失眠的夜
这次我该翻着书页
还是听着抒情音乐
带我进入黑色世界
这并不是我的自虐
而是周公存心恶劣
纵使我已那么疲倦
却依然残忍的施虐
无奈滋味谁又了解
05 January 2008
01 January 2008
Visited Sentosa's Underwater world and dolphin lagoon for the 1st time last wk (dun luff, its not funny). Fascinated by all the different kind of fishes, and sharks, dugong, sea dragon, hermit, jelly fish, few kinds of stingray tt will splash water on u when u touch them. n the dolphins were vv cute!! n smart too..performing all the tricks..hahaa. Fun day w ys n sh! XD
celebrated ying's bdae on sun. went sentosa again for tanning..but erm..not much tan la, cos it rained. the 4 of us (mag, kok, ying and me) pushed the blame to poor nana..lol. e 4 of us went sun tanning first, at abt 2+. The weather was still bright n sunny, so hot tt i cant help but get into the water, though i initially din wanted to =P. Nana joined us at abt 4+, n after reaching the beach station, she went to change into beach wear. N the funny thing (funny thing is a nicer way of putting bad luck) happen..the moment she changed finish n was abt to step out of the toilet..it poured!! BIG rain!! so we quickly packed n went to hide under the shelter. after sometime, the rain subside a little, and nana came over n looked for us. While waiting for the rain to stop, we decided to wash mag's mat using the rain water..n the rain stopped..yay! so happily, the 5 of us went out and want to continue our tanning again. When Nana had finished applying the sun block lotion, it began to pour again -.-" ( see..Nana was not fated to tan on tt day, n we shouldnt have asked her to join us..lolx - hoped i wun be killed by nana). right..so we went to hide again (playing hide and seek w the rain). the rain den stopped again, and no more grey skies, but to be safe, we asked nana to go to the beach first, n see if it really wun rain again (i m not as mean as the others k..at least i accompanied her hahahaha). bleh. anyway, after tt only tanned for awhile more b4 we had to bath and go vivo for dinner at Bosses. Food was not bad, loved the spinach and wasabi mayonnaise prawns..the other 2 dishes 3 cups chicken (wah, sounds so weird) and black pepper chicken strips were not bad also..okok, everything is nice! but the food was quite ex..haaa
sat played mahjong at PY hse..kept luffing la! crazy ppl playing mahjong = 1 nite of stomache from too much luffing =P
19 December 2007
ytd went out to celeb my bdae! but the greatest part of the day got to be the beginning and hte ending..hahaha. Got a big surprise in the morn, as my hse got raided by mag n kok!! at 11+ mag appeared b4 my door, using her finger to cover the peek-hole (wad do u call tt thing??), and i was v skeptical abt opening the door, cos mama says, cannot open door to strangers, somemore this stranger purposely dun wan to be seen which is even dangerouss!! den, i heard a voice saying: she dun wan to open the door leh.. hahhaha. tt gave her away la, was quite surprised already..n when i open the door, i only see her alone, so i thot she was talking on the phone w kok, n kok told me many many times tt she gotta work ytd and can only join for dinner. So, after i let mag enter, i juz locked the door, and den kok appeared~ faints..hahhahaha.
they bought pasta mania for lunch, when the day b4 mag still say go settler's cafe for lunch..haaa. ok, according to mag, they initally wanted to buy stuffs and cook here (attempting to burn my kitchen in the process i guess), but time was too tight..hahahaha. yea, so had lunch at my hse, and kok gave us the souvenirs she bought in HK. Mag, the chief organiser, den said settlers was cancelled becos the rest cant make it, and so we are heading to kbox instead..lol.
it doesnt matter how many ppl pei me, its the ppl that is the most impt! so still had fun at kbox w the 2 butaz, and sang some quite jing dian songs, songs u may nv hear in a million yrs, but u ll still noe how to sing automatically..hahahhaa. N made us feel old..LoL. oh ya, n one of the person whom took drinks orders from us asked if we were 18 when we wanted to order alcoholic drinks..faints la. 18 abit kua zhang leh..haaaaaa
dinner was at waraku w the rest of the jc clique, and had a dark choc cake from rive gauche. the cake had a layer of biscuit at the bottom, which was v crispy and niceee..yummy yummy!
last activity was the chilling out at acid bar! there was an acoustic singer tt nite, so the atmosphere was not bad, n we played some guessing games..hahaha. this time round, we ordered baileys irish cream for the 1 for 1 promo..i prefer the one i drank quite some time ago at my cousin hse..haaaa. this one was too creamy.
had a fun time! and THKS mag n kok! really happy n quite touched k, though it doesnt show on my face. wad to do, i cant control my facial expressions leh..hahahah.
last fri (14/12) had dinner celeb w uni frens too! went spageddies at marina square..food was v nice too!! (OMG, i have been eating n eating, w/o much detoxification). but i 4gt to take pics..hahahha. though julia din join us, me n ys still bumped into her at xin wang cafe when we had our desserts there..haaaaaa. desserts were nice too!! mangoes mangoes mangoes!! hahahaha
sat (15/12) went out for dinner w my family, and on the way back, my dad drove us to buy the v famous rochor beancurd. So qiao again, i bumped into jl when me n bro were leaving the place..haaaaaaa. beancurd was vvvvv smooth n silky..oh man, i m missing it again! hahahaah
I love all the presents too..Thks to all! =D
18 December 2007
06 December 2007
or perhaps its juz that i dont have the qualities required, which is y i find that its actually an acting session, being someone not really me.
i juz love being in my own little world
世界的虚伪,社会的现实,要求我们必须妥协
妥协于梦想与实际, 妥协于迎合敷衍
微笑带着面具演着另一个陌生的自己
演到最后,是否会连真正的自己也看不清
04 December 2007
right..now shd i confess abt the chou shi me n kok encountered (note: not me only). err..i will juz make it short n sweet..its not every now and den u get chou shi rite, so its worth to be remembered..LOL. me n kok were supposed to go buy the cake and den reach the place at 7, while the rest joined us after they ktv session. the 2 v clever ppl, were not sure of the correct exit to go out at the mrt station and ta dah~~! we saw them outside the mrt station! yesh, the grp of ppl whom we were only supposed to see at the cafe, not at the mrt station..lol. but luckily tam and mag reacted quite quickly and diverted nana attention to the display inside the shop beside them..hahhaha.
my reaction was quite funny la, cos i suddenly duno wad to do. tried to hide the cake behind kok, while i ask her so now wad? den we went to hide. so fun..hahhaha. n my phone rang! cafe person called to say they ll only reserve the seats for only 5 more mins. right..den we juz ran..lolllll. ran away from them and to the cafe..LOL. quite lang bei.. duno y i always have to 'run' when i m with kok, either chase the bus, mrt, traffic light, or now run away from them..hahhaha.
ok..pics are more interesting, and say much more:
fried calamari w a duno-wad sauce at the bottom..quite standard
the mango margarita! such a big glass~! have a bitter after taste, which i described as abit similar to like theres mango skin being blended..haha. but i still like the bitter sweet taste
birthday girl ! smile~. ok, y is the candle not lit? its not becos theres no lighter (we went to specially buy a lighter cos no one rem to bring from home AGAIN). its becos the wind from the fan on top was tooooo biggggggg!! even if the fire from the lighter is not blown off, the fire can only remain on the candle for 1 sec.
21 November 2007
16 November 2007
作词:黄 婷 作曲:李正宗
站在狂风的天台一望无际
这一座孤独的城市
在天空与高楼交接的尽头
谁追寻空旷的自由
阳光覆满这一刻宁静的我
隔绝了喧嚣和冷漠
川流不息的人游荡在街头
谁能听见谁的寂寞
找一个人 惺惺相惜
找一颗心 心心相印
在这个宇宙 我是独一无二 没人能取代
不管怎样 怎样都会受伤 伤了又怎样
至少我很坚强 我很坦荡
夜幕笼罩灿烂的一片灯海
多少人多少种无奈
在星光里遗忘昨天的伤害
一觉醒来还有期待
我不放弃 爱的勇气
我不怀疑 会有真心
我要握住一个最美的梦 给未来的自己
一天一天 一天推翻一天 坚持的信仰
我会记住自己今天的模样
有一个人 惺惺相惜
有一颗心 心心相印
抛开过去 我想认真去追寻 未来的自己
不管怎样 怎样都会受伤 伤了又怎样
至少我很坚强 我很坦荡
我不放弃 爱的勇气
我不怀疑 会有真心
我要握住一个最美的梦 给未来的自己
不管怎样 怎样都会受伤 伤了又怎样
至少我很坚强 我很坦荡
未来的你会懂我的疯狂
01 November 2007
I couldn´t tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn´t help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What´s wrong, what´s wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don´t know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody´s home.
It´s where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside,
find a reasons why.
You´ve been rejected,
and now you can´t find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don´t know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody´s home.
It´s where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can´t find.
She´s losing her mind.She´s fallen behind.
She can´t find her place.
She´s losing her faith.
She´s fallen from grace.
She´s all over the place.
Yeah,oh
She wants to go home, but nobody´s home.
It´s where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She´s lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She´s lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
24 October 2007
20 October 2007
歌手姓名: 张峰奇
剩下一个人的时候
有一点寂寞
找些话题对自己说
想起那天你离开我拒绝挽留
你却回眸看我一眼都没有
一句安慰 你都舍不得给
是什么理由不值得你为我难过
整个冬天 一个人过一年
曾经的回忆是我放不下的狼狈
夜的方向我搞不懂
星星的指引我迷惑
在星空下迷了路
仅存一丝绝望跟着我
夜的方向看到什么
一个人无厘头在漫游
彼此还是选择沉默
了解孤单的懂的享受
我抬头往上瞧
月亮星儿在嘲笑
讽刺我 找不到 寻不着
夜的方向我看不清依靠
我的思念在远方
谁能代替我收藏
一直逃避 不断压抑 不想开启
埋藏爱的日记
夜的方向看到什么
一个人无厘头在漫游
彼此还是选择沉默
wah, v nice. i like the lyrics too!
today went to the jobs central career fair at suntec with ys and chris. but nth much la, finish walking ard in mayb ard 1.5hrs only..hah. So, i m still in the midst of searching for wad i wan. no actually, i noe wad i wan, but its impractical n i ll die of hunger..LOL. so muz look for 2nd best alternative..hahahah.
anyway, on the way back from suntec to mrt i saw kok..wah, v scary cos we were sms-ing awhile ago, n suddenly see her..lol. but u shd noe i m in suntec area la, since i mention donuts, juz that u duno i was gg home while u were juz gg to meet ur fren only..LOL
15 October 2007
09 October 2007
table full of food !!!
kok is rich with a stack of $$$ !!hahahha
3 of us! cheese~
at xin wang, we sat at table 22 (such a coincidence!)
me and yingz having twin backs! LOL
ytd went suntec fish and co to have dinner with ys and shi hui, and bought donuts from donuts factory! bought 6, and todae had 3 already..HA. gonna have sore throat soon from all the choc! yay!
how i wish i can run away from everything!!
关上门没有人找得到我,跑到非洲跑到月球躲一躲!
yay!!
25 September 2007
went to IMM cafe cartel for a late lunch today..i had a beef stew w rice, and the rice was v little! so i ordered another rice from the waitress who seems to give a "troubled" look. i dun believe no other customers ever ordered extra rice! HA. anyway, the rice cost $1.50!! even after 30% student discount, its still $1..v expensive!
quite broke recently..wonder where is all my money spent on?!