20 April 2007

HOORAYYYY~! well done for my 2 papers these 2 days man.

could only do half of the MB paper and nearly could not finish it. 7 qns in 2 hrs is near impossible. theres no time to think thru clearly and structure the ans properly..i juz wrote wadeva came to my mind. n theres so many application qns where we had to tink of examples on the spot. gosh. stupidity: i did extra research on one of the technical terms which they mention in the notes but din explain. it came out, but i din noe it was about tt. yay!!

nevertheless, made a even stupid mistake todae for the forecasting paper. had to choose 3 out of 4 qns for 2nd section. n i had to give up on the easiest qns because i din see the formula in the formula sheet. right. how smart. 30 marks gone juz like that, and ended up having no choice but to do the 2 difficult qns. was so angry and disappointed with myself that i had to escape to the toilet after the paper to calm myself down abit. Ahhhhh. freak.

wads next?

03 April 2007

夜的宁静 适合静静思考
关于生活的选择题 答案在哪里 我怎么定义
努力的想挣脱 但一次又一次的失败 才发现早已麻痹
失去了方向 迷失了自己 迷茫像刺青 烙印在我心里
累得蹲在角落 吾住耳朵 不想不听能否自由
为何依然陷在黑色漩涡里 拯救不了自己
逃不开 让脑袋留在凌乱的思绪里 我学不会忍耐

当黑夜清晰过白昼 孤独胜过拥有 逆着光也无法感觉希望存在
我怀念的是无忧无虑的日子 飞不回原来 冰冷的躯壳 就这样漂浮着
想让思考放空 假洒脱 是怕无法逃脱
答案在雨里 我只看见 淡灰色的风景
错在明知是错 该如何得到解脱 不再堕落
每个路口 怎么转都错 我进退不得 谁救我

adapted from 燕姿's songs : 安宁 关于 漩涡 需要你 飘着 逆光 我怀念的

ahhhhh...nth much to be updated..cos its mainly juz sch n sch n sch. n soon it ll be the start of the 'long-awaited' battle..wooohoooo~~ how exciting!! yay!!!