last fri went for mag's convo! and was her PA - a very good and responsible one, for the night, lol. not tt bad. i like to be the photographer, hahaha. but kept coughing though.

Sat went for HSS convo dinner at villa bali! woooo, quite warm there cos its outdoor. din eat much of the food cos wasnt really v hungry and the food was kind of too dry for my throat. had lots of fun taking photos here and there with many frens =D. oh ya, nearly fell down! cos the place is too dim and i missed a step while walking down a small flight of stairs, stepped on empty air and nearly fell, Zzz, hahahah. luckily i manged to grab christina or she managed to grab me (either way) juz in time to prevent me from falling. i tink ys grabbed me also, on my left. cant really rem the whole scenario already. happened too quickly, lol. luckily not many ppl ard too, lalala. oh den den abt the lucky draw. so happened tt ys was the first lucky one to get the 10th prize, and me seated beside her got the 9th prize. the 8th and 7th also went to 2 person sitting beside me and beside each other, so its like 4 consecutive ones, lol. $10 Haagen Daz voucher, i wanna go eat ice creammmmmmmm!

ytd had dinner at boon lay raja restaurant for maternal ah ma's bdae celebration. appetite was not bad, ate until i was so fullll, hahaha.

duno y, seems like not slping tt well again. always wake up once or twice in the morn and hard to get back to slp though i only slpt for 5 or 6 hrs. and when i get back to slp, its also only like being in light sleep.

oh ya, starting work on 4th Aug, next mon! no more sleeping in on weekdays already. wake up at 649am or earlier ! *sobs*

范逸臣 - Missing you
作词：林乔
作曲：金大洲

以后都不要再联络 听你说得很简单
黑暗中紧紧搂紧自己 孤单有谁明白
难过懒得再去管 泪要不要流下来
我也只好默默啃蚀寂寞 留着痛灌溉

Missing you 抛去爱 渐渐模糊的期待
难道我就这样痛撤心扉 是自己活该
Missing you 我无奈 难道是为了彼此伤害
好成为扮演愉快的天才

看照片散落在一床 我再回忆中哭喊
若是自导自演的闹剧 为何美好曾拥怀
就当作分手是因为 我们在爱中看开
如果留不住 我就只有孤独来陪伴

Missing you 我坦白 突然背叛的未来
那个时间转角 你就不再留意我存在
Missing you every night 连星海也嘲笑我活该
我还有什么资格放不开

陌生的人海 去哪里找爱 只有看不清等待
谁愿收留 我的期待 快来

down with sore throat again, tis time plus cough, Zzz. stupid stubborn virus. hate having cough, cos usually i take a long time to recover from it. and it makes me have no appetite. like usually i need to eat 2 bowls of porridge at home to last me until dinner, but 1 was enough today, hahaha. and there are so many pills to swallow, EEEEeeeeee

planned to go trim eyebrow with mag today, but cant go again! sorry sorry, hahah.

convocation ytd. had to wake up at 7am, but duno y, i was awake at 640 already, haha. dad drove us down, and i m not really sure abt the driving directions, and ended up parking at a car park a lil far, hahaha. so ytd really mark the end of uni life and maybe even schooling life. time flies seriously, i can still rem first day at NTU (i tink it was orientation or sth), me and ys were also at nanyang audi wearing juz the academic robe, and 4 yrs later, we threw the 四方帽. and a group of us, econs mates, did tt literally. still waiting for the photos though, wonder how they will be, lol.

for now, juz a few pics tt my camera could take b4 it died on me. wonder if theres anything wrong with the battery or the charger, since it lasted for only about 30 photos when i charged it the day b4, Zzz.

went to watch dark knights with ys, and 3 of her frens at JP after that. only noe 2 of her frens, ok not really noe, see them before. but still had a fun time seeing ys and her fren bullying wk, while joining in occasionally, LOL. the show was not bad, like the effects, but the joker's face and actions was a lil scary at times. his acting is really good.

me and ys! pal who make lessons not tt sianz for me, though i always get bullied, HA

my PA of the day. took care of my heavy plastic bag, while being my personal photographer, cum many other small things, hahhaa

my bro cant wait to wear the motar board too?!

seriously, i cant stand the cramps. half a day of torture, and even hot bottle cant seems to make the pain go away. and the worse thing is i cant fall aslp, at least if i m aslp i wun feel the pain. but no, my mind had to be awake to keep me tortured. Zzz. i duno wad to do when i am working next time. MC once a mth?! lol.

went out with kok (finally again! lol) and mag ytd! AS USUAL, waited for mag as she was late. i duno why shes always late and i m always early when i meet her recently, lol. wad to do? being punctual is a virtue tt is often not appreciated by most ppl, HAHAHHA. Juz kidding juz kidding! dun kill me plsssssssssss. but 190 go town during off peak hrs is really fast, lol.

wanted to go shu uemura to get our eyebrows trimmed since mag says our big day is coming next wk, but it was full even on a wkday aftnn, so made an appointment for today. but with cramps i couldnt go out and we changed it to next wk instead, hahah. and ended up shopping ytd, faints, lol. met kok after her work and went down to chinatown for BKT! wooo~ lol. saw ys, sh and winnie though when they off work somewhere in the vicinity, hahaa.

after dinner we walked down towards outram station, while tinking of wad to do next. and at one point, being desperate already, we decided to play the game of choosing orange or apple. we were more creative though, like the choices for mag are kiwi, strawberry and lemon (all fruits tt she dun like), for kok are black, grey and blue (3 colours she loves), while for me the choices are moss, mud and fungi (.... seriously, i duno how they got the choices out, so off la!). in the end we settled for dessert. so walked back to central again, and had dessert at azabu sabo. den home sweet home at abt 10, reached home at abt 11.

oh ya, and while me and kok were at her hse downstairs, we saw a cat againnnnnn. quite small one and looks like those which will follow u. so after my scary experience of being followed by a cat in sch before, and plus kok is also scared of cats, we decided to take the other stairs up to acc her to go back first, lol. managed to reach home safely with no cats following me too though, luckily, hahahaha. duno wads with kok's blk eh, always have many cats loitering there. waiting to pounce on her probably! hahahha.

ahh, sick sick. down with sore throat, and slight fever. went to see a doc and she said i got throat inflammation. wonder wad very heaty stuff did i eat recently eh? throat damn pain, and not much appetite to swallow food cos it hurts everytime. but i still feel hungry easily! faints. morn ate bread for breakfast, porridge for lunch at 1, den 2 pcs of bread at 5, porridge (AGAIN!) dinner at 7+, and after i came back from the clinic, was hungry again. finished the leftover porridge and plus mee sua, half a pear and some cherries, haaaaa. the cherries are niceeeeee!! =D

looks like my craving for durians and BKT have to be postponed! SADDED =((

oh ya, outbreak too. irritating.

4gt to blog abt sth again, brain not functioning well today (only today!), hahah. was a lil amazed by the new temperature-measurement device. from mercury thermometer, to digital thermometer to the ear thermometer, and juz now the doc juz tap the thermometer at my forehead to get the temperature. so cool!! LoL. i thot she was gg to put it at my ear, and wonder for a moment wad she was doing when she tap me on my forehead, hahhaha.

take care peeps!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAG!!! =DD

You're the time of day right around sunrise, when the sky is still a pale bluish gray. The streets are empty, and the grass and leaves are a little bit sparkly with dew. You are the sound of a few chirpy birds outside the window. You are quiet, peaceful, and contemplative. If you move slowly, it's not because you're lazy ? it's because you know there's no reason to rush. You move like a relaxed cat, pausing for deep stretches that make your muscles feel alive. You are long sips of tea or coffee (out of a mug that's held with both hands) that slowly warm your insides just as the sun is brightening the sky.

saw it on ys's blog..hahah. 649am, how is tt possible?! lol

went out with mag, tam, ying, nana and winnie ytd to celebrate the triplet's (or since only two of them ard, use twins) bdae! finally saw winnie after duno how many mths. the last time we met up was in april to celeb her bdae? hhaha. anyway, b4 tt was in town with tam and mag. so met the rest at amk to have dinner b4 taking a bus from there to night safari! Due to the limited choices of eating places to eat at amk hub (after eliminations like: no japanese food, no thai food, no this no that), the best place to eat seems to be MOS burger, hahhaa.

reached safari at abt 830, and bought our tix. OH, and the toilet was quite scary, lol. seriously, i tink they can do without the animal's (lion, tiger or leopard?) growling sound. Very disturbing. and i m not the only one who thot so, the rest agreed too, hahaha.

went to watch the show, and some of the animals were really cuteeeee! esp the small small ones, hahaha. but i cant rem wad are they, except those easily recognisable like owls, tiger, leopard. One of the segment of the show was promoting environmental friendliness and there were these small little animals which picked up cans and bottles from the ground placed by the trainer, and they had to throw them into the respective bins. one of them was v funny, kept playing with the can (like juggling it) while standing. Either it is purposely playing with it, or it really cant get tt can into the bin, hahaha. but sooo cute!

after the 3omin show, we finally decided to get rid of the cake first. Open the box, and saw a v creative or uniquely looking cake, HAHAHA. a half melted one. SEE SEE, dun wan to cut at MOS burger!! lol. and still v on enough to sing birthday song there, lol! still manage to finish half or more den half of the cake eh, not tt bad. considering tt tam only eat 1 or 2 mouthfuls. sadded! waste ying's effort to go buy eh! hahaha.

den we proceed to walk the trail at abt 10pm..hahah. so look see look see. saw a tiger really really close up. its like lying in front of us, juz separated by the glass wall. and it did a cat walk too. stood up and walked one rd, flaunt its muscles, before lying down on the same spot near the glass wall again, hahah. got the chance to experience a really close-up encounter with fruit bats. we gotta enter this enclosure where all the bats were. imagine them flying on top of u, hanging downwards on the trees juz beside u. and the 2 birthday gals din wanted to go in at first, but we managed to pull them in, esp since its Tam's idea to go safari, how can we allow her to miss such a rare opportunity right? hahaha. the scariest is one where there is this really REALLY HUGE bat hanging openly (as in open its wings) and its really v close when u walk past. hahahaha.

oh dear, how come i seems to be narrating a scary encounter at safari instead?! hahahah. after tt took a few pic at the busstop outside safari with a night safari sign board, juz to show tt we've been there, LOL. quite impossible to take pic inside there. oh ya oh ya! and we walked to a place which was very beautiful! OMG! the mandai lake. picture a quite big lake in front of u, still water, quiet and serene and there are reflections of the trees, clouds and sky on the lake, with a not totally dark sky. lousy description. too bad, the scenery can only be photographed by the mind.

kevin drove me and nana home after that, while the other 3 took bus back to cck. i prefer the zoo over safari, but i guess tam shd be quite happy. since she saw many of her good frens there, nocturnal animals! =D

the 2 bday gals! forever 21!!! HAHAHA

ps: in future, lets juz have 1 candle? HA

刘力扬 - 眼泪笑了
作詞：蓝小邪&严云农
作曲：郑楠

比想象中更痛 你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折
是美的

心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

你眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候 我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾
因为我已爱过你 深深的


伍家辉 - 一个人白头
词：伍家辉/小寒/萧贺硕
曲：伍家辉

关 反正灯 总是那么暗
反正天 总是那么蓝
反正我 逃不开孤单

看 那时间 转得那么慢
少了你 有点不习惯
听寂寞 轻轻地飘散

一个人白头 一个人白头
一个人能重来几次 又被你淘汰
又哭又笑的对着镜子说

一个人白头 看自己白头
感觉就像无助虚拟的自由自在
无声无息 否定我存在
无声无息 又被你淘汰关

为何灯 总是那么暗
为何天 却还是那么蓝
为何我 需要这孤单

时间 还转得 真的有点慢
少了你 还有点不习惯
听寂寞 轻轻在飘散

nice songs! =D

wondering if i really have the many-ppl phobia or really too used to slacking at home. 2nd time i went to bugis village today, i felt not so good. i mean, a lil sick. or perhaps its juz the weather, and bugis village is quite stuffy. felt a lil headache, and dinner din really go down tt well again. but i managed to sort of finish it and keep it inside. oh ya, and bumped into ah rong at bugis junction, hahaha. haven met up with him for ages, lol. went to Ms clarity's cafe for dinner and ben and jerry's ice cream.

sometimes its a bad idea to blog once every 3 wks, cos by the time i blogged, i cant really rem wad i did over the past 3 wks, hahaha. but i m lazy to blog regularly, unless i m in the mood for it, HA. next time i shd juz put every outing in my phone's calendar, so tt i can refer to it, hahha.

met up with ys, shi hui and christina on the 20th after ys came back from HK! and she gave me a new bag!! hahahaha. Thks thks! =D. had dinner at this place at MS, but i cant rem wads the name now already (wads new?! =\). i rem i was v full though, or rather ate until i felt quite sick cos its all fried food! kinda dry, lol. chatted with them over dinner until abt 9 and went to boat quay to find mag! joined her at Harry's for her CEE chill out party, and the drinks were really cheap. only $5 for alcoholic drinks, lol. drank less den 2 cups only anyway, i m not alcoholic. and i still tink sticking to vodka sprite is the best choice, hahahah.

went ECP to blade with ying, nana, tam, and mag last tue! and tam was the driver of the day, hahah. thks tam!! i m sure all of us entertained u too while u were feeling sian abt driving, LOL. Fell like 4 or 5 times, but no any major injuries, hhaha. very hard to blade smoothly down slope, its like, i cant control my direction and its so fast! when i try to shift my legs a lil to change the direction, i ll feel unbalanced, and so if i cant turn successfully, usually the next thing i see is the grass juz above my face, HAHAH. oh ya, and i had this really stupid fall. was juz standing on the grass and drinking water (bought by tam, so nice of her! =D), and i DUNO HOW, my wheels suddenly slipped and had quite a bad fall. it was worse den falling while blading, lol. at least i felt a greater impact and more pain. i tink it was quite comical, though none of them caught the whole thing. and, i tink i wanna give up learning blading, lol.

after blading, we went to somewhere near parkway parade to look for kbox, and only to realise tt it has closed. so decided to have dinner first and go back JE for kbox. dinner was at this hawker centre, and OMG, the porridge was really nice. its juz plain claypot porridge, but its soooo nice!! sang k until 2 am and tam drove us home. totally SHAGGED. Tam is really nice on tt day, maybe only on tt day? HAHA. luckily she dun read my blog. Nana, be niceeeee, dun tell her? hahahah.

went to bugis on sat (28th) to go support SHINE event and also do some shopping. So saddddddd, i missed wu jia hui's live singing!!! =((. the weather was so freaking hot la, and the 3 of us din had much appetite for dinner, lol. i felt like puking when i see the food, though i still ate a lil. Kevin came and drove us and we went holland v for ice cream! mint ice cream helps to soothe the stomach eh, lol!

ytd went out with e butaz. finally get to meet up with kok, after me and mag faced 1 million rejections. had lunch and slacked at TCC =)

i miss TW 鸡排, ah zong mee sua, sausage, kao hsiung's Howard hotel breakfast (lol!). i wan to play and slack everyday without having to worry if i ll get a job!

Plan a very short trip to Batam/Bintan after kok is back? =DD

wu jia hui, xiao han and eric ng!