爱情定格 - 郭采洁

作词:易家扬
作曲:阿沁(f.i.r)

天空没颜色
时间隐形了
寂寞在心中翻跟斗
认识的你已经不同

明天怎么呢
我们怎么了
现在看照后镜的我
在泪光里动也不动

如果爱可以摄影
底片是多少厘米
每一格都是记忆
但对不起我在哪里

我和你
看着天亮说着未来打着雨伞穿着毛衣
听着钢琴笑着吃饭闹着分手哭着写信
过去 都在眼睛里瞬间暂停

我爱你
像个孩子一样任性像个大人一样伤心
世界上有多少的人跟我一样为了爱情
掉泪 然后走下去

是我爱记得可是该忘了坐在地铁中想着以后

juz realised this song is written by yi jia yang and composed by ah qin!!! wahh!! both i like!! guo cai jie is the gal who acted in yan zi's yu tian mv, and also ah qin's qi shi hai ai ni mv..din realised that its the same gal in the 2 MVs..hahhaah. but i only like 2 songs from her album..this ai qing ding ge and 诚实地想你. at some parts of the songs, her voice reminded me of guo mei mei..haa.

学会 - 王菀之

作词: 吴青峰
作曲: 王菀之

弹奏的黑白琴键
你猜不透你学不会
我的旋律你听见
弦外之音你误解

并肩的肢体语言
不够整齐不够绝对
沉默想讨你安慰
你却当作是责备

我爱上的是谁
真正的你还是我支配
大部分的时间
选错了座位

湿透的落雨大街
脚步仓促水花纷飞
我的忧郁你发现
心底秘密却搁浅

独自的空荡房间
没有光线没有音乐
多希望你在面前
却满室寂寞云烟

我爱上的是谁
真正的你还是我支配
大部分的时间
选错了座位

事与愿违
我流下雪白的眼泪
来自忽略你的纯粹
只忙著核对预设情节
和现实的你脱轨

释放世界
或许爱是学会看见
自己和你无可取代的美
不是给自己太多界线

我爱上的是谁
真正的你还是我支配
如果远走高飞
会不会思念

不是给自己太多
不是给自己太多界线

弹奏的黑白琴键你猜不透你学不会

i like this song! both the melody and lyrics. its written by the 苏打绿 lead singer, who also wrote 4 other songs in her album. N wang wan zhi is a 创作歌手, composed all the songs in her album!

sch so far..hmmm..

the econs module is chim..

had quiz on the 1st korean lesson..and i only got 39 (duno how much is the total, but most likely fail). luckily its not graded. the teacher said this time she will try to reduce on the quizzes and have more listening instead. 0.0 listening seems worse den quiz, cos they always talk so fast! had a hard time catching up during 2nd lesson too, cos there were alot of new vocabs which werent introduced formally during level 1, n my oral still cmi..hahahha. N it doesnt help tt i cant see the whiteboard clearly..time to change specs!! SOON!! ahhhhhhhh, is there a possibility tt my deg has become lower rather den higher (yeah..a v low possibility.. /sobz)

shakuhachi. haven get to touch the instrument yet, but i also tink its not gg to be easy to get a sound out..lol

biology in biz. quite slack..lol. missed the 1st intro lect, but it only lasted for half an hr anyway. 2nd lect lasted only 45 mins. so i waited 3 hrs for a 45 mins lect../fant. haaha. gave an intro on some biology stuffs.

went running on wed..did some push ups and sit ups too. right..tummy and arm muscles ache until todae..lollllll. lousy laaa! but sometimes really quite shiok to feel the pain. hopefully lecture can end early every wed so tt it can be my "running day"..hahaha

oh..bought the tix to angela concert too liao../oops. now i m next to penniless! yay!!

went sentosa again ytd!! this time went cafe del mar, and the weather was vv good (too good at times..haha). but it did rained a little as we were waiting for the bus to go back to vivo, and there was smoke from the road..so could tell how 'good' the weather was huh. the toilets there were spacious and clean too..a major difference from the public ones..haha. well, for the pricey food and drinks they sell there, i guess its reasonable that they provide at least a clean toilet, in addition to the chairs for suntanning..hahah. n next time i muz rem to wear a cap to protect my face ^p. n yesh, the next time is tentatively fixed on 2nd feb (again?!). tink i shd go get the islander card or sth huh..haaaa.

den went far east to shop and see quite a number of frens. saw jackson, ah zhen, michael, charles as a grp shopping, den saw ah mei too!! wahhh..hhahaa. n met peggan oso! while walking from far east to cuppage, me n kok saw jie he. singapore is small, with only those few shopping areas..hahahah. had dinner at waraku, and for the 1st time we tried sake. the meaning of sweet sake and sweet cocktail are quite a big contrast..lol. it tastes erm..juz alcohol, a little sweet when the sake juz touch ur tongue, but the after taste was v bitter. 2 of us ordered 3 dishes (2 main + 1 side) though we werent vv hungry kind..oops. the side was a cream base soup with oysters, veg, mushrooms..wahh..nice!! addicted to waraku's cream base noodles/soup..wahahhaha

last thurs went to MS xin wang cafe for dinner with uni clique (excluding ys) too, as a belated bdae dinner/celeb for christina? ha. it will soon become my one of the most frequently-visited spot..haaaaaaa.

oh, and Angela is finally coming to singapore for concert on the 29th march!!! I WANNA GO!! its at expo!! but kallang oso quite ulu..perhaps the travelling time to both places are quite the same..hahahha. n theres so many cat 1 seats! faints.

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the sake!! ok, it looks much nicer in when u see it with ur eyes den on pic

Ice milo taste so much better den UHT choc milk. the latter juz reminds me of the sec sch days morns when..er, i was on the underweight programme..Zzz. I wan meiji plain fresh milk!! ahhhhh, still got one and a half more pkt of UHT milk to finish !! shd ask my bro to drink finish all !!! lol.

anyway, a few mths ago i did the MBTI personality test and the result was ISFJ. was bored ytd and did it again..lol. and got the same results. tried the chinese version too, which was translated from the eng one..some of the qns sound weird..haaa. the chinese one gave a ISFP though, but i tink i am lingering between J and P. Info on ISFJ personality can be found: http://www.personalitypage.com/ISFJ.html

searched on the net for the word introvert, and found some interesting facts. For one, being introverted is different from being shy, the latter being nervous and anxious ard ppl (i will only feel so if i m faced w many many ppl), while the former need time alone to recharge energy, esp after spending long hours with ppl or socialising (quite true for me). I tink it depends on with whom the time was spent with too. Introverts are minority in the US population (mayb not for Asian countries). They are also often oppressed (more for the Western society) and misunderstood.

Being introvert is also neither a choice, nor a lifestyle, its an orientation, that is just different from the norm. There's no right or wrong, and shouldnt be ostracized or look upon as abnormal.

For more info on introvert:
http://psychology.suite101.com/article.cfm/the_introvert
http://www.theatlantic.com/doc/200303/rauch

For the differences betw extrovert and introvert:
http://talentdevelop.com/articles/GiftIntrov.html

Top 10 Ways to Protect Yourself from Wrong Accusations as a Result of Being an Introvert:
http://www.lifehack.org/articles/lifestyle/how-to-be-a-happy-introvert.html

oh, and one of the quote which i like - introverts are a minority in the regular population but a majority in the gifted population (y i m not gifted? 0.0?).

sch has started but as all can see, i m still quite slack..hahhaa. my first lesson starts on thurs..lalala~

oh ya, after being reminded that i 4gt to write abt gg ktv on last sun, i realised tt i also 4gt to type down sth which ought to be remembered..haha. on xmas eve at sentosa with ys n sh, we wore xmas hat for half the day! n we 3 crazy gals got erm..quite abit of attention, though i wun tink its v weird to wear it on xmas eve..lalala~ =P

this wk had been more hectic den the wk before (hectic here means playing more)..hahhaa

watched AVP2 on wed nite w ys, and 2 other frens whom i got to noe thru the invigilator job at expo in early dec. wasnt really my kind of show, but the seats at cathay cineplex was really comfy! can fall asleep!! hahahaha. (so if u r sleepy and catching a movie, dun go there). Anyway, one of them was a magician and i was v much fascinated by the tricks he do!! HAHAH!! so cooool and amazing la!! but learn oso need $$$ k..wait till my enthusiasm for it grow out of control first before i pay to learn..hahahahha. its gd to have another 一技之长, so that at least i can still earn some money for rice, if i go jobless..XD

thurs went shopping w mag, tam n nana! din manage to shop finish far east though..had dim sum dinner at marina square, before heading to DXO to attend a bash organised by NYC for some youth volunteer thingy. kinda loud and messy (not in the rowdy sense) for me, but it got better when we went upstairs..haaaaa.

fri went shopping w tam n nana again!! this time we conquered bugis!!! wanted to continue where we left off at far east the day before, but not enuff time, and i was quite dead beat by dinner time..hahahah.

sat woke up early in the morn (8+) to go funan w my bro to collect the free desktop (upon upgrading of the starhub maxonline plan). waited for abt 2 hrs...Zzz.

sch's starting tml!!! goshhhhhh. did i even had a 6-wk hols? it flew by way too fasttttt!!

oh rite..n i haven meet up w kw! (big hint for KW to see) HAHA

hope when sch starts, my slping disorder will disappear too!! ahhhhhhhhhh


又是一个失眠的夜
这次我该翻着书页
还是听着抒情音乐
带我进入黑色世界
这并不是我的自虐
而是周公存心恶劣
纵使我已那么疲倦
却依然残忍的施虐
无奈滋味谁又了解

别人的所谓

手里握着咖啡杯
喝着冷却的苦涩滋味
该拒绝还是委屈自己的胃
多么狼狈但已无所谓

手中那纯白堡垒
坚强能掩饰的多完美
让人无法透视隐藏着的黑
多么可悲孤单在加倍

他们说的所谓
我选择沉默不理会
若急着一味追随
会否成为时间的傀儡
错过多少沿途中风景的美

他们说的所谓
不代表着我的心扉
我会给自己勇气
做好迎接挑战的准备
不却步的寻找自己的方向

the first 2 and last 2 para like doesnt go well tgt..wadeva la, juz take it as a 乱乱来thingy..hahahha ^P

Here comes 2008! Happy new year to all! May it be a smooth sailing and good year for all frens and wish that all resolutions (if any) will be fulfiled! =D

Visited Sentosa's Underwater world and dolphin lagoon for the 1st time last wk (dun luff, its not funny). Fascinated by all the different kind of fishes, and sharks, dugong, sea dragon, hermit, jelly fish, few kinds of stingray tt will splash water on u when u touch them. n the dolphins were vv cute!! n smart too..performing all the tricks..hahaa. Fun day w ys n sh! XD

celebrated ying's bdae on sun. went sentosa again for tanning..but erm..not much tan la, cos it rained. the 4 of us (mag, kok, ying and me) pushed the blame to poor nana..lol. e 4 of us went sun tanning first, at abt 2+. The weather was still bright n sunny, so hot tt i cant help but get into the water, though i initially din wanted to =P. Nana joined us at abt 4+, n after reaching the beach station, she went to change into beach wear. N the funny thing (funny thing is a nicer way of putting bad luck) happen..the moment she changed finish n was abt to step out of the toilet..it poured!! BIG rain!! so we quickly packed n went to hide under the shelter. after sometime, the rain subside a little, and nana came over n looked for us. While waiting for the rain to stop, we decided to wash mag's mat using the rain water..n the rain stopped..yay! so happily, the 5 of us went out and want to continue our tanning again. When Nana had finished applying the sun block lotion, it began to pour again -.-" ( see..Nana was not fated to tan on tt day, n we shouldnt have asked her to join us..lolx - hoped i wun be killed by nana). right..so we went to hide again (playing hide and seek w the rain). the rain den stopped again, and no more grey skies, but to be safe, we asked nana to go to the beach first, n see if it really wun rain again (i m not as mean as the others k..at least i accompanied her hahahaha). bleh. anyway, after tt only tanned for awhile more b4 we had to bath and go vivo for dinner at Bosses. Food was not bad, loved the spinach and wasabi mayonnaise prawns..the other 2 dishes 3 cups chicken (wah, sounds so weird) and black pepper chicken strips were not bad also..okok, everything is nice! but the food was quite ex..haaa

sat played mahjong at PY hse..kept luffing la! crazy ppl playing mahjong = 1 nite of stomache from too much luffing =P