lazy lazy aftnn, or rather weekend. spent both days slacking at home, hee. sounds no life, but sometimes its gd to spend more time with urself =D. and esp since the wet weather makes it even nicer to hide indoors.

it has been 4 wks since i started working. hmmm, i tink i have sort of gotten used to the idea of working, no more slping in on mon to fri, no more carefree days where i can go out and play as and when i like and squeezing in the ever crowded train and bus. still learning stuffs and i m glad my colleagues are quite frenly and helpful =).

on fri, i was on the topic of our branch's peak and off peak period with one colleague who was teaching me sth. anddddddddd, i was horrified to find out that there was almost no off peak period, zzz. den i asked her how long has she not gone on a hol, and she said 2 yrs +. omg. this is seriously quite sian, i need to go hol at least once or twice a yr!!!

oh and n tue, went to see doc for the 4th time within 2 mths, cmi, hahhha. when will the stupid running nose and phlegm disappearrr?!

逃避不一定躲得过，
面对不一定最难受，
孤单不一定不快乐，
得到不一定能长久，
失去不一定不再有，
转身不一定最软弱。

别急着说别无选择
别以为世上只有对与错
许多事情的答案都不是只有一个
所以我们永远有路可以走
你能找个理由难过
也一定能找到快乐的理由

chanced upon this on the web. Quite meaningful, hee.

冲动 - 萧亚轩
作曲：黎沸辉
作词：葛大为．黎沸辉

很感激 这城市拥挤的交通
让你我 还能多相处几分钟
人潮中 怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手
一刻不放松 不放松

*忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我会有点寂寞
你给的幸福在我心中 自由走动 抚平我每一个伤口
忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着 能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受 不怕失落 关于你的一切 我想要比谁都懂

我的心 是被你设定的闹钟
提醒我 想你的时间不够用
为什么 平淡的事情现在忽然生动
是你改变我 你改变我

你是情人还是朋友
还没勇气想得太多
你的世界如此辽阔
我会在哪个角落

ahhhh, i miss slacking!! =(

finally finished reading one of the novels i bought from TW, been reading it for ages, hahaha. still cant link the 1st part (now) and 2nd part of the story (recapping the past), cos the name of the male character is different. and partly bcos i dun really rem the front already too, lol.

like the 2nd last sentence of the book: 失去的时候，双手骤然放空，我们因此知道，原来曾经紧握着。


如果给你十分钟的时间谈谈关于你这个人的话，首先你会想到的是什么？

lalala. 2nd post on a brain dead day! lol. so fell aslp at abt 8 in the morn today and woke up at b4 1230. out of the hse at 1245 to go grandma hse. fast fast, hahaha. woke up with a sore throat despite drinking lots of water b4 i slpt already, and a lil cough, Zz. but got to see my nephew! =) din see him for v long already, probably 1mth or so, hahah. still as cute as ever =DD. and i always take a few photos of him everytime i see him, can see his "growing process" hahaha =D. and hes attracted to orange colour, next time shall wear an orange tee when i see him. but i dun tink i have any, HA.

wed went out with the butaz. had dim sum at chinatown red star, cos i had cravings for dim sum suddenly, hahhaha. and mag said i always have freak cravings. =( dim sum is niceeeeeeee. and i love the century egg porridge there. if it came earlier, i tink i would have ordered a 2nd bowl, hahaha. was sort of the rubbish bin of the day. those dim sum which came in 4 pcs, i ate 2 while they eat one each. and came the char siew bun, only 2 of it. so i thot they juz take one each, and i ll juz try a lil. end up they 2 shared one, while i ate one myself. UNFAIR treatment!! but nvm, the food was NICEeeeeeee, lol. wanted to go shopping but ended up in kbox, hahahaha.

so went shopping on thurs with mag instead. bought 2 tops and a new phone, woooo. nth much to be excited abt over the new phone, cos its a zero function phone. but not tt bad looking. at least its abt half the thickness of my SE phone only, and its white! lol.

and i am still considering wad to do with the iPod. whether to sell or use it, hahaha. seems more rational to sell it, since i wun it much. cant bring mp3 to work, and i would use my SE phone for mp3. lazy to bring another mp3 player out. hmmm

i tink i have the potential to club or play until 6am. or maybe the effect of alcohol on me is making me awake. went to st james power house ytd nite for NTU class 2008 alumni party. drank quite abit, more den usual, with some frens trying to make me feel more high, hahahaha. and even got to try flaming lamborghini! Wooo! shared 3 different glass with different ppl, which add up to probably a glass or slightly more. after tt took a few sips of long island tea also, and after awhile when i went to the toilet, i could feel myself getting a lil giddy, lol. but still manageable. probably cant take it if i drink more, hahaha.

hmmm, quite a different experience for a first time clubber? lol. but i still dun see the pt of spending loads of money on drinking (+ entrance fee somemore), making urself high and dance and some to the extent of drunk. Maybe the fun got cut off early today or sth. or maybe i ll understand the fun of it next time, hahaha. somehow chilling out and drinking at pubs is different.

thot i was already quite shagged at 1+ and went back home at abt 2+. had supper at mac cos the 4 of us (2 winnie's frens, nana and me) were kind of hungry. Reached home, bathed and went to bed at abt 4. only to find myself totally awake, with no sign of sleepiness and no yawnings at all. and it was so warm tt i couldnt take it and got up at 6+ to take a bath again, hahhaa. but i can feel a outbreak coming, Zzz, lol.

oh ya, and i was really damn lucky. there was lucky draw again, and i won the 3rd prize, which was a 4G iPod nano plus $100 taka vouchers. OMG! lol. got me a lil high when my uni frens somehow manage to find me and tell me the news, hahaha. cos our tix were in running numbers, and they noe i was holding the tix. Really lucky to have chosen the tix out of 8 or 9 tix, lol. but i hope i dun finish using my luck, ahhaha =D

more updates later, juz trying to make myself feel more slpy by typing a post, hahaha