the idea of a concert to me is enjoying the songs sang by the artiste on stage, immersing oneself in the atmosphere where thousands of similar others cheer and sing tgt, showing their support for him/her. how many ppl actually have tears welled up in the middle of a concert? how many concerts actually bring tears to one's eyes?

Sammi 2007's show mi concert juz caused me to do so. and i m not even watching it live (yea, i shd have..). there were 2 segments which were touching: one when she mentioned about her father, and talked a lil abt the period when she "disappeared" or took a break from the entertainment cicle, the other was when she read a letter that she wrote to herself.

some of the things she said really left a deep impression on me:

人生是一场自己与自己的竞技，与人无关，与人无尤，战胜一个懦弱的自己，更胜过击败其他的生命。

人在每个阶段都需要勇气面对自己，面对将来。

i had told myself since some time ago to listen to my heart and follow wad it says. stay true to urself, be urself and life would be happier. but, how easy is that? with all the different voices, both internally and externally, i juz cant seem to hear wad exactly it is saying. it is confused, and making me confused, making me unsure, making me feel lost.

back to the concert, during the encore, she actually appeared on stage with a slice of bbq pork (rou gan) in one hand and a humongous lollipop in the other, so we see the sammi w a huge tinge of craziness. and the songs were great (ok, i admit i skipped the dance medley part) but still, the other songs were vvv well sung! *thumbs up!*

the past week had been quite tiring (i duno y either), and i tink it ll be more so during this coming wk. oh, and a bbq on 16th (0.0). ahhh, hope i wun be bombarded with the same old many qns by relatives during CNY!!

time for bed!